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Showing posts with label 2010. Show all posts

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Life as We Know It

       
      Life as We Know It
   As Andrew Watts waited in the elevator to be brought to his lab, he thought contentedly of his life. His beautiful wife, Lauren, was working at their lovely new home. His medical career was finally starting to take off. He had almost paid off his student loans. When the elevator rang to announce their arrival, he felt invincible.
            He began to hum a song he had heard on the radio when his alarm clock had gone off. He didn’t know the name, but it was some catchy tune he frequently heard Lauren sing as she cooked dinner. He sat down to look over some new cancer data, still smiling to himself.
            After about an hour of review, the smile had faded from his face. Before him was the impossible. Years of research undone. He rose from his desk to go find the chief cancer doctor, Dr. Shaw. Few words had to be said to convince Shaw to come inspect the data.
            “I’ve never seen anything like this, sir. I thought we had cancer down concerning its genetic make-up…but this, this has no pattern.” The mustached doctor peered over the Andrew’s shoulder to inspect the data.
            “And you procured this specific strain from where, Andrew?” The man asked, and Andrew hesitated. He glanced at the data again before responding.
“We’ve found it in three separate cases, sir. No relation between any.” The silence of utter disbelief rang through the lab.
            “It’s not contagious…” The doctor inquired.
“No. But it seems to be found in all types of cancer patients.”
            “For example.”
            “Well, sir, we had a 50 year old woman with breast cancer. A 38 year old with lung cancer. And…a 7 year old with leukemia.”
            Disbelief again.
            “This is bad.”
            Andrew went home that night defeated. He accepted the medical life as one that included death. One just couldn’t let it get to them. But fear hadn’t been covered at Johns Hopkins University. Nor in any resident classes at Mass General Hospital. This was new. He had never seen Dr. Shaw appear as disorganized as after he had showed him the research. However, Shaw had gotten himself together enough to plan an immediate, emergency meeting with the best and the brightest from across the nation. There was nothing else to be done, but wait and fear.
            By the following Monday the entire medical industry was in uproar. The media had gotten a hold of the story of the incurable cancer, and was running headlines like
            “Cancer Takes another 1000 Lives, Doctors Speechless”
“Gap in Medical Education? American Doctors Unable to Stop Epidemic”
“Why the Government Planted the Mutant Strain”
            But in a small town newspaper in Dorchester read, “Deadly Cancer Takes Local 7-Year Old Life.”
            Andrew was suffering from a constant barrage of questions, especially after people discovered he had initially uncovered the disease’s mutation. “I really have no idea what’s going on.” Was all he could say.
            Three more weeks passed and even the media could not sensationalize the story beyond reality. Thousands of people were succumbing to it everyday. Andrew was in the hospital for 72 hours straight, merely trying to keep dying patients comfortable. There was a moment of hope when one patient went into remission, but it seemed a fluke accident. No specific drug or treatment had been the cause. Andrew clung to that hope for days until he received a phone call from Lauren.
            “Hey, I really can’t talk right now. You know how it’s been.” He began to hang up when he heard tears in her voice.
            “Darling, I haven’t seen you in three days. You can’t fix this. Just come home.” She pleaded.
            “Who are you to say I can’t fix this? I found it! Of all people I had hoped you wouldn’t doubt me.” This time he really did hang up. He was so overwhelmed with everything going on; he didn’t realize his current patient was listening. He was an older man, who Andrew guessed had about a week to live.
            “Son, you should go home. I’ll try not to die in your absence.” He whispered.
            “I can’t sir. This job is my responsibility, as are the lives of everyone in this hospital.” Andrew replied.
            “That’s quite a burden you have then. But a marriage is a responsibility as well. And, God forbid, should either you or your wife be in my position, you would regret this.”
            Andrew could only bear to nod. He was so exhausted that arguing was too taxing to continue. “Fine, I’ll go home.”
            “I’ll be here when you get back, at least my body will.” The man chuckled at his morbid humor.
            The rhythm of driving home almost lulled Andrew to sleep, but he made it home alive and awake. As he walked in the door, he almost gave up right then. He had left a hospital full of dying patients to come home to a crying wife.
            “What’s…wrong?” He asked, nearly falling asleep midsentence.
            “You came home.” She said.
            “Yes, yes. But really what’s wrong.”
            She started to bawl. “Oh, darling. I went to the doctor’s today. I’ve…I’ve been diagnosed.”
            Arnold crumpled. “You’re lying, you’re lying.” He half-stated, half-begged.
            “No. I wish I was.” She managed to say between sobs.
            “I’m going to fix this.” He said, rushing out the door before she could protest.
            The ride back to the hospital was a blur. The fight through a mob of patients and visitors was a dream. The long elevator ride left him in only a deeper trance. He finally arrived at Dr. Shaw’s office.
            “Sir?” He yelled through the door.
            No reply.
            “Dr. Shaw!”
            “I’m very, very busy. I’m sorry.” A voice came from within.
            “Sir, its Arnold Watts.”
            The door opened to expose a dejected man. He appeared as if he had the weight of humanity on his shoulder. In a way, he did.
            “How can I help you, Arnold.” He asked,
            “Sir, my wife. She’s, she’s been diagnosed. Are you…closer to a cure?” Arnold pleaded.
            Dr. Shaw closed his eyes. “Oh, Arnold. Please don’t make this personal.” He replied.
            “I’m sorry sir. But I can’t change it.”
            Arnold. There’s not I can do. There’s nothing anyone can do. It’s over.”

No More Anne Hathaway

  
No More Anne Hathaway
            I knew today would be my best day because I did not have to wake up with cookie crumbles in my bed. It had been three days since Lauren had moved out of the apartment and her habits had left with her. Yet, even with the pleasure in waking to smooth sheets lacking mysterious crumbs, I knew losing her as my friend and roommate would not be easy. But today was not just an average day to mope about the past. I had my first real interview post-college. It had been nice waitressing for the past year, but I knew my parents were anxious to see my Bachelor's degree from Smith be put to use. But they had to admit it was through my current job at Joe's Steakhouse I had found my new career opportunity. The father of one of my usual families had found out that I was interested in communications. He gave me the contact information of a company in need of a public relations assistant, accompanied with a letter of recommendation. With no Lauren, no drama, no cookie crumbs, I felt as if nothing could go wrong today.
            “Lauren, can’t you please use a plate when you eat in my bed?” I begged as she sat next to me, her hand full of Oreos.
            “Don’t worry Hannah; I won’t lose any crumbs this time.” She replied, but I watched as the black pieces fell into the folds of my comforter. I didn’t say anything, it was no use. I could never understand why it bothered her so much to use a plate, but I didn’t want to start another fight, especially after the one at dinner. I sighed, and we continued to watch Gossip Girl. Each one of her bites made me cringe.
            I shook the Lauren thoughts from my mind as I approached my destination. A large sign out front named the place I hoped to soon be working at. “Franey Communications.” I could already hear myself at parties, talking about my new name. “Oh yes, I work at Franey… Yes, they are doing such great work… I work in public relations; I’m like a consultant to the companies that come to us… Why thank you, I like your sweater as well.” I glanced down at my resume and once again assured myself there was no way I could not get the job. Diploma from Smith, graduated with Honors. Various volunteer jobs that were concerned with communication, parents infamous in the attorney world. I had it all for this job.
            I entered the waiting room, and went directly to the receptionist. “Hello. My name’s Hannah Reedy. I’m here for an interview with Mary Hampton.” I said.
            “Of course. Ms. Hampton will be with you in just a moment, she is finishing up another interview,” she replied, and motioned for me to sit down. “All the magazines are next to potted plant.”
            I wasn’t planning on reading trashy literature, but I found myself with nothing better to do after reviewing my talking points and resume three more times. I found myself staring into the face of Anne Hathaway. Of course. Lauren’s favorite actress.
            “C’mon, you love Jane Austen. Can’t we watch Becoming Jane?” Lauren pleaded with me, attempting to give me a puppy dog stare. It hadn’t worked before, and it didn’t work this time.
            “Jesus, Lauren. We watched that like, last week,”
            “Don’t say like! You’ll never get into communications if you say like!” She shrieked, laughing as I considered lunging at her throat.
            “Shut up. Can’t I finish one sentence without you freaking out at my grammar” I said. But Lauren just smiled.
            “We’re watching it.” She grinned even larger.
            “No Lauren! I have 20-page paper to write for Wednesday, I need some quiet. Can’t you just leave me alone for once?” I shouted. The smiled faded quickly.
            “Fine. Whatever. I’m going out.” She mumbled, secretly begging me to ask her where she was going, and to stay instead. I said nothing, so she walked out the door, slamming it behind her.
            “Miss Reedy? Ms. Hampton will see you now.” The receptionist pulled me out of my memory.
            I just nodded, and stood up. I was out of it now. She always seemed to do this to me. She distracted me when we were room mates and now it was just worse. When I had explained what was happening to my friend Brian, he just laughed. “Look, you guys had a pretty big fallout, and she was nutso to begin with. Don’t worry about, you’ll forget about her soon.” That didn’t seem to be the case.
            I picked up my briefcase and walked towards the hallway leading to the offices. But one last memory made its way into my head…
            “Lauren, I really think it’s time you moved out. You distract me, you pester me, you make a mess of everything. My grades have gone down, and I don’t even have time to sleep after getting everything done then having to clean up your mess afterwards. You should start looking for a new place.” I forced the words out, the thing I had needed to say for a long time now. Lauren just stared at me.
            “You’re joking. Come on Hannah, we’ve been friends forever! We’ve been having so much fun.” She replied, and tried to go in for a hug. I coolly moved out of the way. She then began to panic.
            “Han, I have nowhere to go! And I need you to take care of me. You keep me moving; make me do what I need to do.”
            “That’s the thing. You haven’t been doing anything. I’ve been doing it, giving the illusion that you actually do shit around this apartment.” I wouldn’t let her talk me out of it. She had been successful in talking me into buying a huge T.V., stocking the pantry with disgusting Oreos, and watching countless Anne Hathaway movies. She would not talk me out of this.
            “Fine. If that’s how you really feel. I’ll pack up my stuff now. I’ll stay with my other friends. But I’m taking the T.V.” She retorted. I knew I could argue that I had paid for most of it, but for right now I just wanted her gone. So I just nodded.
            “I need your key.” I said. That’s when I saw tears in her eyes. But I just told myself again, I had to do this. She pulled the key out of her purse and handed it over.
            “You’re going to regret this.” She whispered. I pretended not to hear. And an hour later I finally had peace and quiet.
            I laughed at the scene now.  What could she possibly do to mess anything up for me. No cookies in bed, an Anne Hathaway free house, what more could I want. And now this, a chance at a job that would finally get me into the communications world. I knocked on the door that read “Mary Hampton.” As I waited patiently, my nerves subsided and I thought again of my newly employed self at parties. “Oh I make quite a bit more that! What am I going to do with the bonuses? I was thinking a trip to Hawaii, but there are so many possibilities.”
            I came out of the pleasant day dream when the door opened. That’s when I heard the all too familiar voice. “Thank you so much, Ms. Hampton. I mean, I know this was an interview, but I just really enjoyed talking to you as well.”
            “Of course, Ms. Grimley. It was a pleasure to meet you.” A new voice replied. I was able to see her now.
            “Lauren.” I whispered. She just smiled, and walked away.
            “Did you say something?” Ms. Hampton said.
            “Oh, uh, no. Sorry.” I replied, caught off guard. She pursed her lips, and then motioned me through the door. It was too late to realize I hadn’t even introduced myself. I had also forgotten all my talking points.